Thoughts that consume...

So, I was reading someones blog and she was expressing her confusion on life, who she is, what she's purposed for, and how she should live life one day at a time. I can remember asking myself the same thought provoking questions.



However today i don't see myself asking those same questions. I know why I live, it's to Serve God...to win the lost, tell people just like her of the truth,,,that God is real, he's alive and she can lean on him. I know what i'm purposed to do, to worship him, to give him my life, so that it's no longer my life but a life for Christ.



These thoughts consume my mind. Sometimes I can so easily forget that it's not my life. I made a commitment to Jesus about 7 years ago that my life is his and that i will do anything he wants me to and everything that i do i want to be pleasing to him.



It's just so easy to get distracted and lose sight. (sigh) HE'S REAL, HE'S REAL, HE'S REAL And he loves me. Oh what a privelage we have that Christ would love us. I wish that everyone could know of his love.

dearest,

Justina

Back where I started...ugh

So im just gonna be honest, i'm back where i started several months ago,,,i weigh 184 pounds again. it's kinda depressing.

So i'm going to start my diet again. First i just cut out all my junk food, instead of junking i'm gonna eat like a granola bar or bowl of healthy cereal but to an extreme minimal. no more late night dinners, and hello workout sessions!

so my goal is to lose 50pounds and i'm aimin to lose 30 of it before the summer is over and the summer hasn't even began yet so i have a little extra time. That way i'll weigh in at around 154.

Dearest,

Justina