Thoughts that consume...

So, I was reading someones blog and she was expressing her confusion on life, who she is, what she's purposed for, and how she should live life one day at a time. I can remember asking myself the same thought provoking questions.



However today i don't see myself asking those same questions. I know why I live, it's to Serve God...to win the lost, tell people just like her of the truth,,,that God is real, he's alive and she can lean on him. I know what i'm purposed to do, to worship him, to give him my life, so that it's no longer my life but a life for Christ.



These thoughts consume my mind. Sometimes I can so easily forget that it's not my life. I made a commitment to Jesus about 7 years ago that my life is his and that i will do anything he wants me to and everything that i do i want to be pleasing to him.



It's just so easy to get distracted and lose sight. (sigh) HE'S REAL, HE'S REAL, HE'S REAL And he loves me. Oh what a privelage we have that Christ would love us. I wish that everyone could know of his love.

dearest,

Justina

Back where I started...ugh

So im just gonna be honest, i'm back where i started several months ago,,,i weigh 184 pounds again. it's kinda depressing.

So i'm going to start my diet again. First i just cut out all my junk food, instead of junking i'm gonna eat like a granola bar or bowl of healthy cereal but to an extreme minimal. no more late night dinners, and hello workout sessions!

so my goal is to lose 50pounds and i'm aimin to lose 30 of it before the summer is over and the summer hasn't even began yet so i have a little extra time. That way i'll weigh in at around 154.

Dearest,

Justina

I THINK I'VE FOUND MY NEW OBSESSION...

I now know what color " taupe" is,,,too stinkin cute can't wait to get these...

I think I have a thing for buckles if you can't already tell ; ) these are at Forever 21. Waiting for them to go on sale ; )

Coming soon to the closet of Justina ; ) ooober excited,,,,I found these for $19.99 whereas at most stores they are $40.00+

I JUST CAN"T DECIDE!!!

This Pair is $22.99Two VeRy cute brown ankle boots,,,the only problem is i'll only be able to get one and can't seem to make up my mind between the two...

This pair is $26.99
I'll prolly end up going with the cheaper pair but i'm not sure,,,I love the buckles on this pair : /

On A Mission

So i'm browsing ebay and come across these stinkin CaYute shoes. Now they are a must have and i'm on a mission to find them at a cheaper price ; ) These are $46.18

Can I Get rid of it??

Okay, so my birthday is coming up ! im oober excited June 1st and we are supposed to be eating at THE BEST bbq place ever....Famous Daves! oooohhh yeah = )

Okay and now a serious thought,,,,hmmm....some things in life you just can't change...i mean as far as someones personality goes,,,let's say there is a trait that you don't want to have and you've tried to change it but you just can't seem to, does this mean that this is how you are, who you are, and it will never be changed?

The stinky Side of life is being UnPlugged

Sooo...Today I was thinkin, there is absolutley no one in this world that you can get "close" to without them hurting you or offending you in any way.

NO ONE.

It's because no one is perfect and everyone will fail you in some shape or form, including yourself.

But then again there is someone. Jesus. He is the only one who will never fail me. Everyone else stinks in the event that I will get hurt and be let down but God is always here for me, he seriously is and has never hurt nor failed me. Why not dedicate and devote my life to someone like that. why not.
I need to stay "plugged in" you know, prayed up and in his word. When we UNplug, then living for God can seem so hard and everyone and everything looks stinky. I love you Jesus